Whew. I'm a blogger. There, I said it. It... it feels so good to finally admit it, you know? I mean, I've been dealing with this by myself for so long; I can't believe it's finally out in the open.

I don't really know how it started -- first one post here, then another, and pretty soon, a day didn't go by where I didn't think about posting. But I know that the first step to recovery is admitting that I have a problem. And I know there are others like me, those who also deal with OTR blogging. But it's good to know that with your support, we can finally get the help we need.